I thought that even if a viscount didn't accept it would be good if it was a baron or a quasi-baron. So I made use of being a woman and offered to be a personal guard for noble who have young daughters. My family was a family of knights, but it was not some noble vassal but free-lance knights. I have been embraced by someone, but my first experience was the worst and it only felt painful.Īt first, when I graduated from knight school, I looked for a job. It seems that my grandmother met my grandfather while in knight school.īut I was totally not interested in man at all.īeing called out to the back of the school building, I thought that I may like men if I was proposed to. My grandmother told me that when I went to knight school, men would approach me. Thinking that I would become sad again if I told my feeling again, I hid them. Then it was time for entering Knight school and I went to the royal capital.Īnd I wasn't able to come to like someone else. Without being able to say anything to her, I left that place. It wasn't unusual for a woman to be independent and try to support herself but as expected I was a minority. Usually, many people would decide their life when they reach 15 years of age, be it marrying someone, enter a knight school and become a soldier or becoming a pupil under some craftsmen or merchants. It not unusual to marry at the age of 15. The village head son is 15 year old and he already has a wife but he wanted to make her his mistress. She was a poor farmer daughter, but she was beautiful. She told me that when I arrived at her house. "I am going to become a mistress to the village head son" We play together every day, stay over at each other's house, took a bath together and even slept in the same bed.īefore entering Knight school, I tried to convey my feeling to her but as expected. The first person that I came to like for the first time was a childhood friend that lived in the village. While there only 1 problem in my life, it that it wasn't possible for me to love a man because I could only see women as potential targets. I as a woman could be proud that I was the next seat. I graduated from Knight school when I was 18. We were poor but as a family of knights we had out pride and were confident in our swords skills. My grandfather was a knight but my father was a merchant. My mother and my grandmother were both knights. If it was only that, it wouldn't be much different from other house but it seems that only woman of this house became knights. Author Note: I like heroine viewpoints, don't you?įor generations, my house was a family of poor knights.
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